Mood: You're Point Is?
Listening to: Pierrot - Makkana Hana

It's going to be 3am and I can't fucking sleep. This is wonderful. I'm thinking of going for a walk. Yeah, I know it's late. There isn't a damn thing on TV. I could watch my Diru DVDs for like the umpteenth time. One can ever get tired of Teh Sex that is Diru.

*runs off to watch*

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Mood: EPP
Listening to: DongBand ShinKi - The Way You Are

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1.YOUR STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):
Messiah San Pedro [damn, that's just so cool]

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):
Mary Cherry [o.0]

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Pepper Palace [hmmmm]

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Child Aurora

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name):
AESQ

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):
Panter Central [o.0]

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):
Pocky Water [WTF?!?!]

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
Jenica Pueblo

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
Mars Osbourne

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
Gackt Verizon [once I connect the damn phone..and OOoooh loook Emi I'm GACKT!!! Told you!!]

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name /+/ first 3 letters of your pet's name + first 3 letters of the town you live in)
ESQESQ MESBLO

12. I know this is a name test but, name three people you want to take this test
*blink..blink*

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Mood: OUCH
Listening to: Anna Nalick - Breathe (2am)

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HAVE YOU EVER:
[X] been drunk.
[X] smoked pot.
[X] kissed someone.
[X] rode in a taxi.
[X] been dumped.
[X] shoplifted.
[laid off] been fired.
[X] been in a fist fight.
[ ] broken a bone----almost.. HUH emi!!! ^__^
[ ] got hit by a car.
[X] snuck out of your parent's house.
[X] been arrested. . .
[X] gone in a mosh pit.
[ ] stole something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[X] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[X] skipped school.
[X] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[X] had a sleepover party.
[X] went ice skating.
[X] cheated on a bf/gf.
[X] been cheated on.
[ ] had ur tonsils out.
[] had a car.
[ ] Totaled a car

Do you...

[] feel loved.
[X] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy ISH
[X] hate yourself.
[ ] think you're attractive.
[] have a dog.
[X] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[ ] listen to underground hip hop
[X] listen to rap
[X] listen to rock
[X] listen to country.
[X] listen to reggae.
[X] listen to techno.
[X] have hobbies.
[X] have more than 1 best friend.
[X] get good grades
[X]play an instrument
[] have slippers
[X] wear boxers
[X] wear black eyeliner.
[ ] like the color blue.
[X] like the color pink.
[X] like to read.
[X] like to write.
[X] have long hair
[ ] have short hair.
[X] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager

Are you...

[X] ugly
[ ] pretty.
[ ] ok.
[ ] Handsome.
[X] bored.
[ ] happy. ISH
[X] bilingual.
[X] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[ ] white.
[ ] black.
[X] mexican.
[] puerto rican.
[ ] asian.
[X] short.
[ ] tall (sort of)
[ ] realistic
[ ] sick
[X] mad
[X] lazy.
[ ] single.
[] taken.
[ ] looking.
[X] not looking.
[] talking to someone.
[X] IMing someone.
[X] scared to die.
[ ] horny
[] tired.
[ ] sleepy.
[X] annoyed.
[] hungry.
[X] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[X] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[] in your pjs.
[] ticklish
[X] listening to music
[X] a virgin

1) Using band/Artist names, spell out your full name.
D [Dir en Grey] R [Raphael] E [Eminem] A [Alice9]

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? yeah
3) What song makes you cry? Last Song by Gackt
4) What song makes you happy? Joy by Sowelu

PT.II
HEIGHT: 5'3
HAIR COLOR: Black..some red at the top
EYE COLOR: Brown
TATTOOS: 3
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?: t shirt and sweats
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: It's warm out. I'm basking in the A/C

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: It was Attic Cat but that finished.
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: You mean they actually make those?
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: JD and Jager

h a v e.y o u
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yeah
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yeah
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yeah
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Nope
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yep
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yep (I was 8 SHADDUP)
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes.

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: kinda
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS: New Laruku cd AWAKE
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Poking small kids with sticks
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: hmmmmm. I want to get Anna Nalick

w h e n / w h a t. w a s .t h e. l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: a few hours ago
YOU GOT E-MAIL: 5 mins ago
THING YOU PURCHASED: Pay Per View

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: nope
GIRLFRIEND: nope
CHILDREN: nope
CURRENT CRUSH: bah
BEEN IN LOVE?: Sadly yes
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes
BEEN HURT? Yep
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Letting Dark go.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: no

y o u r .t h o u g h t s. o n
ABORTION: Pro Choice.
TEENAGE SMOKING: It's their bodies.
DREAMS: I love my dreams. They're always so twisted and vivid

t h r e e.t h i n g s
THAT SCARE ME:
01 | life
02 | death
03 | life
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Emi
02 | Dark
03 | My brother
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Family
02 | Friends
03 | My evil cat Messiah
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Stupid People
02 | Close Minded People
03 | Vain People
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Myself
02 | Life
03 | Emi..when she's drunk ^__^
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | My Winnie the Pooh pencil Emi gave me
02 | The Notebooks Emi gave me
03 | My meds.
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | This
02 | Listening to Music
03 | Trying to stay Sane
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Go to Japan
02 | Beat this illness
03 | Watch my brother grow into the man I know he can be
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | write
02 | analyze
03 | listen
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | stubborn
02 | sadistic
03 | funny
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | fly
02 | shoot lasers from my eyes
03 | fly while shooting lasers from my eyes
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Anna Nalick's Breath (2am)
02 | Laruku's AS ONE
03 | Bob Marley's No Woman No Cry
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | fucker
02 | sick bastard
03 | ano
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | udon noodles and veggies
02 | baked salmon
03 | ceaser salad
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | More Japanese
02 | How to open up more
03 | How to be less aggressive
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Water
02 | V8 Berry Splash
03 | Tea
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Winnie the Pooh
02 | ThunderCats
03 | Rainbow Brite
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RANDOM QUESTIONS...
1. How did you get your journal name?: _worship_ I don't even remember anymore. O-Ren-Fatale comes from two characters in Kill Bill Vol 1
2. Are you homosexual?: I'm Pansexual.

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Mood: ppfft
Listening to: Shinhwa - All Your Dreams

It's fresh out. Breezy and cool. The sky is a light red. I can smell the rain. The thunder is not too far behind.

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Mood: Fear Me!!!
Listening to: Janet Jackson - All Nite

I made a header for Emily's DA journal. Nothing fancy. I knew she likes Fruits Basket soooo... [link]

She seems to like it. I got glomped and everything. ^__^

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